WILLIAM WALTON MOGAN,
WRITER
“ W - R - I - T - E - R,” .... WRITER....
THIS IS HOW BILL MOGAN, MY FRIEND OF NEARLY
FIFTY YEARS, SIGNED OFF ON HIS EMAILS.
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED, LIKE I HAVE - WHY DID
BILL DO THIS?
AND HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY HE USED THE
WORD, “
WRITER” AND NOT THE WORD, “AUTHOR?”BECAUSE WORDS MEANT SO MUCH TO HIM, THERE
WAS MOST LIKELY A SPECIFIC REASON HE CHOSE,
THE WORD, “WRITER,” AS HIS TITLE.
SO, I WENT TO THE DICTIONARY TO DETERMINE THE
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN “WRITER” AND “AUTHOR.”
THE DICTIONARY STATES THAT AN
“AUTHOR”, “IS APERSON WHO BRINGS SOMETHING INTO
EXISTENCE,WHEREAS, THE WORD “
WRITER”,IS DEFINED AS A PERSON WHO FORMS WORDS ON
PAPER TO EXPRESS, DESCRIBE, UPDATE OR PUT INTO
FINISHED FORM, PRAISE OR PUBLICITY.
WELL, “ THERE YOU HAVE IT,” I THOUGHT.
BILL MOGAN, CHOSE TO BE KNOWN AS A “
WRITER,”BECAUSE THAT IS SOMEBODY WHO PRAISED OR
PUBLICIZED WHAT ALREADY EXISTED.
IT PERFECTLY DESCRIBES BILL.
RATHER THAN BEING KNOWN AS A CREATOR OF
STORIES, HE CAREFULLY CRAFTED HIS USE OF WORDS
TO WRITE ABOUT THE DIVERSITY OF HUMANITY WHICH
HE OBSERVED AND CELEBRATED THROUGHOUT HIS
LIFE.
NOW THAT WE ARE TAKING THE TIME TO REFLECT
UPON OUR LIVES WITH BILL, MANY OF US REALIZE
HE ALWAYS OBSERVED AND RETOLD THE ACTIVITIES
OF OTHERS.
HE WAS AN ACTIVE LISTENER.......TO BE THIS,
HE HAD TO DESIRE LEARNING MORE THAN HE DESIRED
TALKING.
BILL ALWAYS PUT HIMSELF SQUARELY INTO THE
MIDDLE OF WHATEVER WAS GOING ON, BUT ALWAYS
PUTTING OTHERS BEFORE HIMSELF.
WHILE ACQUIRING HIS OWN SUCCESSES, BILL
REJOICED IN, AND RECOUNTED TO, CLASSMATES THE
ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF OTHERS.
HE DIDN’T HAVE AN ENVIOUS BONE IN HIS BODY.
HIS MIND WAS AN ENCYCLOPEDIA OF FACTS, FIGURES
AND STATISTICS RELATIVE TO ECONOMICS, POLITICS
AND SPORTS....ESPECIALLY THE FIGURES ABOUT
ARMY’S FOOTBALL LOSSES.
I NOW SPEAK OF MY OWN RELATIONSHIP WITH BILL
AND PERHAPS THOSE HE HAD WITH OTHERS.
I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST MET BILL...IT WAS AT
THE UNITED STATES MILITARY ACADEMY, WEST
POINT, ON THE FIRST TUESDAY OF JULY, 1958.
TO SAY IT WAS A HECTIC SITUATION AND AN
ENORMOUSLY CROWDED DAY WOULD BE AN
UNDERSTATEMENT.
AT SOME POINT ON THAT DAY I WAS SENT TO A
PARTICULAR ROOM AND FOUND TWO OTHER NEW CADETS
ALREADY THERE.
WE WOULD ALL BECOME ROOMMATES.
ONE WAS RON ZINN, WHOM BILL WOULD LATER
MEMORIALIZE IN PUBLISHED ARTICLES.
THE OTHER,
OF COURSE, WAS NONE OTHER THAN, BILL MOGAN.
ALTHOUGH THERE WAS NOT MUCH TIME TO GET TO
KNOW EACH OTHER THAT DAY, THE EARLY EVENING
WOULD FIND BILL AND ME SHOULDER TO SHOULDER
WITH 800 OTHER NEW CADETS. WE STOOD AS A CLASS
FOR THE FIRST TIME ON TROPHY POINT, RECITING
TOGETHER THE CADET OATH....AND OUR LIFE AS
“BROTHERS” HAD BEGUN.
GENERAL DOUGLAS MACARTHUR ONCE SAID HIS OWN
MOMENT TAKING THE PLEBE OATH WAS THE MOST
PROFOUND EVENT OF HIS LIFE.
AND SO IT WAS FOR BOTH BILL AND ME.
BUT, THERE LIKELY COULD NOT HAVE BEEN TWO MORE
DIFFERENT CADETS THAN THE TWO OF US WHO WOULD
BECOME LIFELONG FRIENDS.
BILL GREW UP, FOR THE MOST PART, IN THE COLDWEATHER
CITY OF MINNEAPOLIS, THE FIRST BORN
SON OF CATHOLIC AND PROTESTANT PARENTS, ONE A
CORNING GLASSWORKS SALESMAN, THE OTHER A
HOMEMAKER MOTHER.
I GREW UP A BAPTIST IN THE HOT HUMID RURAL
BACKROADS OF THE SOUTH, FIRST BORN SON OF A
POOR TOBACCO FARMER AND HOMEMAKER MOTHER.
AS A BOY, BILL HOPPED BIG CITY MINNEAPOLIS
STREETCARS TO GO TO MOVIE “THEATERS”, ON HIS
SATURDAYS.....
ON MY BOYHOOD SATURDAYS, I RODE IN MY
GRANDPA’S FORD PICK UP TRUCK TO A SLEEPY
LITTLE TOWN IN NORTH CAROLINA, TO WATCH
“MOVING PICTURE SHOWS” OF GENE AUTREY AND LASH
LARUE WHOOPING UP ON THE “BAD GUYS.”
BILL PLAYED SPORTS IN THE CITY....
I PLAYED BASEBALL IN COW PASTURES WITH “COW
PIES” MARKING THE BASES.
BECAUSE BILL HAD THE UNUSUAL ABILITY TO NOT
JUDGE OUR DIFFERENCES NEGATIVELY, HE EMBRACED
US ALL AND THEREBY CELEBRATED THE DIVERSITY OF
GOD’S CREATIVITY. BECAUSE OF THIS, HE WAS RICH
IN FRIENDS HIS WHOLE LIFE.
BILL WAS SUFFICIENTLY CONFIDENT IN HIS
INDIVIDUALITY THAT HE PREFERRED BLAZING A NEW
TRAIL RATHER THAN TAKING A WELL WORN PATH.
THIS REQUIRES A TRUE INDIVIDUAL,
AN INDEPENDENT AND COURAGEOUSLY
‘BIG’PERSON....
AND BILL
LIVED HIS LIFE LARGE AND SOMETIMESUP TO THE EDGE - BUT HE LIVED IT FULLY AND
WITH HIS EVER PRESENT INFECTIOUS AND RAUCOUS
SENSE OF HUMOR.
BUT, SOMETIMES APPRECIATING HIS SENSE OF HUMOR
WOULD BE AN ACQUIRED TASTE!
IN THAT REGARD, THIS
CLASSMATE RECALLS THATFOLLOWING GRADUATION FROM WEST POINT, BILL
WENT INTO THE AIR FORCE, WHILE MOST OF US WENT
INTO THE ARMY.
SOME OF US WENT TO ARMY RANGER SCHOOL WHICH
WAS COMPOSED OF THREE PHASES.
ONE PART OF OUR COURSE COMPLETION WAS CALLED
THE “SWAMP PHASE,” LOCATED NEAR EGLIN AIR
FORCE BASE, FLORIDA. UNBEKNOWNST TO THOSE OF
US STRUGGLING THRU THE “SWAMP PHASE” OF RANGER
SCHOOL, A CLASSMATE WAS AT EGLIN.
ONE “SWAMP PHASE” RANGER PATROL, OF WHICH I
WAS A MEMBER, RODE RUBBER RAFTS UP TO A
SECLUDED BEACH COASTLINE IN THE GULF COAST OF
MEXICO, NOT FAR FROM EGLIN AIR FORCE BASE.
UPON COMPLETION OF OUR PATROL’S OBJECTIVE, WE
WERE TO RETRIEVE OUR RAFTS UNDER THE COVER OF
DARKNESS AND RENDEZVOUS WITH A U. S. NAVY
LANDING CRAFT SOME TEN MILES OUT IN THE GULF.
WE WERE DRESSED IN CAMOUFLAGED COMBAT ATTIRE
AND CARRYING WEAPONS. OUR BODIES BECAME
COVERED IN SALT, SAND, MUD, BITING FLYS AND
STINGING MOSQUITOS.
WE WERE UNSHAVEN, TIRED, HUNGRY AND VERY
DIRTY.
OUR PATROLS’ INTENT WAS TO EXECUTE A
SURREPTITIOUS “MOCK” RANGER RAID. WHILE IN
THE PROCESS OF EVER SO CAREFULLY, SECRETING
OURSELVES AND THE RUBBER RAFTS, ONE OF MY
RANGER PALS (AND FELLOW WEST POINT CLASSMATE)
QUIETLY NUDGED ME.
USING COVERT HAND SIGNALS TO MAINTAIN OUR
SECRETED POSITION,
HE DIRECTED MY ATTENTION TO THE TOP OF A
NEARBY SAND DUNE.
TURNING MY EYES TOWARDS THE SAND DUNE, I
IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZED A WELL RESTED,
COMFORTABLE, CLEAN-SHAVEN AND WELL NOURISHED
BILL MOGAN!!!!!!!
WHILE ATTIRED IN HIS IMMACULATELY CLEAN AND
HANDSOME AIR FORCE UNIFORM AND WEARING
COMFORTABLE SHOES, BILL WAS SLAPPING HIS LEG,
LAUGHING UPROARIOUSLY AND YELLING SOMETHING
LIKE:
“
HEY!!!!! COULD YOU GUYS USE A COLDBEER?”
I HESITATE TO MENTION TO YOU THAT MANY OF OUR
15 MAN PATROL RECOGNIZED “MOGAN” AND RETURNED
HIS GREETING WITH A HAND SIGNAL - SIMILAR -
BUT NOT IDENTICAL TO - THE “VICTORY SIGN.”
HOW DID HE KNOW WHERE WE WERE?
HOW WAS HE ABLE TO GET THERE TO MAKE CONTACT?
MORE IMPORTANTLY,
WHY DID HE WANT TO MAKECONTACT?
LITTLE DID WE KNOW THEN - THAT THIS WOULD
PERSONIFY BILL - HE WOULD ALWAYS KNOW THE
WHEREABOUTS OF THOSE HE LOVED.
WHEN SOME OF US WOULD LOSE CONTACT WITH MUTUAL
FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES THRU THESE PAST 48
YEARS, BILL ALWAYS KNEW WHERE THEY WERE,
WHETHER OR NOT THEY WERE WELL, HOW MANY
CHILDREN THEY HAD AND WHERE THEY WERE IN
COLLEGE.
WHEN FRIENDS NEEDED A JOB, BILL UTILIZED HIS
WIDE CORPORATE NETWORKING TO ASSIST THEM AND
WHEN FRIENDS NEEDED MEDICAL INTERVENTION, HE
AND HIS WIFE, MISS LORETTA, OPENED THEIR HOME
TO THOSE SEEKING HELP AT MAYO CLINIC.
AS EVIDENCED BY YOUR PRESENCE HERE TODAY AND
BY THE MANY HUNDREDS OF HEARTFELT EXPRESSIONS
OF SYMPATHY ALREADY RECEIVED BY HIS FAMILY,
BILL MOGAN WAS DEEPLY LOVED AND ADMIRED AS A
REMARKABLE INDIVIDUAL POSSESSED OF ENORMOUS
ENERGY, LOYALTY, WARMTH AND HUMOR.
AS MOST OF US KNOW, THREE THEMES PREDOMINATED
THROUGHOUT BILL’S SIXTY SEVEN YEARS:
FAMILY, WORK AND FUN.
HE SO OFTEN SAID TO ME AND MY WIFE, HOW DEEPLY
HE APPRECIATED AND LOVED HIS PERSONAL ANGEL,
MISS LORETTA, WHOM HE MARRIED AFTER MEETING
HER SOME 20 YEARS AGO.
SHE IS A REMARKABLY STRONG AND INTELLIGENT
WOMAN. WITH HER GRACE AND WARMTH, SHE WAS
CONSTANTLY SUPPORTIVE OF BILL AND HIS INTEREST
IN WRITING AND SHE DID THIS WHILE PURSUING HER
OWN CAREER AT MAYO CLINIC.
LORETTA’S DEVOTION, LOYALTY AND ABIDING LOVE
FOR BILL DURING THESE DIFFICULT MONTHS HAS
NEVER WAVERED. LORETTA, YOU BLEST BILL’S LIFE
IN BOTH SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH.
YOU NEED TO ALWAYS KNOW HE BELIEVED YOU
ENRICHED HIS LIFE COMPLETELY.
BILL TRULY LOVED AND ENJOYED LORETTA’S
CHILDREN, SUSANNE, TINA AND PAUL AS WELL AS
SUSANNE’S TWO BOYS.
BILL UPLIFTED HIMSELF IN THOSE DIFFICULT LATER
DAYS OF LIFE BY ADMITTING HE MAY “HAVE DONE
GOOD BY MY BOYS.”
HE WAS SO PROUD OF THEIR CAREER OBJECTIVES AND
ACCOMPLISHMENTS, BOTH OF WHICH HE CLOSELY
FOLLOWED.
WHEN MIKE JOINED THE DEPARTMENT OF HOMELAND
SECURITY’S BORDER PATROL, BILL SENT ME MANY
PROUD EMAILS EXPLAINING WHAT MIKE WAS DOING
FOR OUR NATION, SOLDIERING IN THIS NEW AND
COMPLICATED POST 9-11 WORLD.
WHEN CHRIS COMPLETED HIS STUDIES TO BECOME A
“PERFUSIONIST,” BILL TRULY BEAMED WITH PRIDE.
I WAS PROUD,
TOO - BUT I HAD NO IDEA WHAT APERFUSIONIST WAS!!
SO, BILL QUICKLY EMAILED ME VOLUMES - I MEAN,
VOLUMES OF INFORMATION CONCERNING THIS
EXCITING AND DEMANDING MEDICAL FIELD.
BILL ALSO KEPT US INFORMED ABOUT HIS
GRANDBABIES, CHRIS’S TWO YEAR OLD, “QUINN,”
AND JUST 6 MONTH OLD, “MADELEINE.”
BILL’S YOUNGER BROTHER, JOHN, WAS ALWAYS IN
BILL’S THOUGHTS. HE OFTEN SPOKE OF JOHN’S
CHILDREN, ELLIS AND RYAN & HIS HOPES FOR THEM.
BILL WAS ALWAYS HAPPY WORKING - BUT ESPECIALLY
WHEN WORKING TO HELP AND ENCOURAGE OTHERS. I
BELIEVE LORETTA TOLD ME THAT BILL HAD OVER
1,200 EMAIL ADDRESSES IN HIS COMPUTER. HE
SEEMED TO KNOW AND REMEMBER EVERYONE WITH WHOM
HE HAD ANY CONTACT.
AND THE FUN PART OF HIS LIFE - WELL, WE ALL
KNOW THAT WAS IMPORTANT TO BILL!
HE LOVED TO HAVE FUN, LOVED PLANNING TO
HAVEFUN AND WANTED US TO HAVE FUN, TOO.
HE FOUND JOY GOING DOWN THE WATERWAYS ON HIS
BOAT, PLAYING WITH HIS BELOVED BULLDOG,
”OLLIE,” AND SHARING OLLIE’S ANTICS BY WRITTEN
WORD AND PHOTOGRAPHS.
BILL JUST LOVED LIFE AND FELT A PARTY WAS THE
BEST WAY OF SHARING IT WITH OTHERS. HE WOULD
PREPARE FOR MONTHS AHEAD ANY REUNION OR MINI
REUNION WHILE NAGGING AT ALL OF US TO MAKE
SIMILAR PLANS TO ATTEND. HE WAS OFTEN THE
FIRST TO ARRIVE AND THE LAST TO LEAVE A
FESTIVE OCCASION.
IF
ANYONE COULD EVER ENJOY THEIR OWN MEMORIALSERVICE, IT WOULD BE BILL.
HE WOULD HAVE BEEN WORKING THIS WHOLE ROOM,
ENJOYING EVERY CONVERSATION AND RETELLING OLD
STORIES, WOULDN’T HE?
BILL HAD THE WONDERFUL ABILITY TO MAKE ANYONE
FEEL SPECIAL. WHEN HE VISITED WITH YOU OR
WHEN YOU WENT TO SEE HIM, HE GAVE YOU HIS
UNDIVIDED ATTENTION AND SEEMED TO HAVE AS MUCH
TIME AS YOU NEEDED.
BILL WAS BELOVED FOR BOTH HIS STRENGTH OF
CHARACTER AND AN UNASSUMING HUMILITY. HE HAD
A KIND AND CONSIDERATE SOUL MIXED WITH A HEAVY
DOSE OF COURAGE SUFFICIENT FOR TWO, MAKING HIM
THE BEST FRIEND A PERSON COULD EVER HOPE FOR.
HE LOVED THESE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.
HE LOVED WEST POINT.
HIS CLASS OF 1962 AT WEST POINT HAS A MOTTO:
“
‘62 CAN DO!”BILL WAS ONE WHO DID IT WELL.... AND HIS FLAME
BURNT BRIGHTLY WITH DETERMINATION UNTIL GOD
TOOK HIM HOME.
I DON’T KNOW WHY CANCER WAS ALLOWED TO STEAL
SO MUCH OF BILL MOGAN. BUT I DO KNOW HE
SHOWED EXEMPLARY COURAGE KNOWING FULL WELL HE
WOULD SOON LEAVE ALL HE LOVED IN
THIS WORLD.WHAT SHOULD CONSOLE US ALL TODAY IS THE
BELIEF:
THAT BY BEING ABSENT FROM HIS BODY, BILL MOGAN
IS PRESENT WITH HIS LORD.
WHAT BETTER COULD WE WISH FOR HIM?
THE FOLLOWING IS AN ANONYMOUS POEM I RECENTLY
CAME ACROSS AND THOUGHT IT GOOD FOR TODAY’S
PURPOSES. IT IS ENTITLED:
‘HE IS GONE’
“YOU CAN SHED TEARS THAT HE IS GONE,
OR
YOU CAN SMILE BECAUSE HE HAS LIVED.
YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND PRAY HE’LL COME
BACK,
OR
YOU CAN OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE ALL HE LEFT.
YOUR HEART CAN BE EMPTY BECAUSE YOU CAN’T SEE
HIM,
OR
YOU CAN BE FULL OF THE LOVE YOU SHARED.
YOU CAN TURN YOUR BACK ON TOMORROW AND LIVE IN
YESTERDAY,
OR
YOU CAN BE HAPPY FOR TOMORROW
BECAUSE OFYESTERDAY.
YOU CAN REMEMBER HIM AND ONLY THAT HE IS GONE,
OR
YOU CAN CHERISH HIS MEMORY AND LET IT LIVE ON.
YOU CAN CRY AND CLOSE YOUR MIND,
BE EMPTY AND
TURN YOUR BACK,
OR,
YOU CAN DO WHAT HE’D WANT;
SMILE,
OPEN YOUR EYES,
LOVE,
AND GO ON.”
FAREWELL,
BELOVED HUSBAND,
DEVOTED FATHER,
LOVING BROTHER,
LOYAL FRIEND,
PATRIOT, AND
NEW MEMBER OF THE “LONG GRAY LINE.”
WE WILL NEVER FORGET HOW WELL YOU LOVED US.
Eulogy given November 6, 2006
by
Malcolm Jones Howard, Friend
USMA, Class of 1962